原来，心还会痛

i know i'm bad temper~when i'm angry, i will lost control and scold a lot of  rubbish thing and never care people mind~I'm so sorry~ Today, i do it again~he ask me to lend fon for him~i dunwan~then he ask me many times~i dun like people to touch my phone ~y i dunwan to lend? it is because he ask me for phone every time he meet me~i dun like tis feeling~i feel tat he is not believe me~he is now controlling me~so i say "no"..then i can feel tat he feeling "beh syok"..he throw me a sentence "你记住”。。。i hate tis sentence~i feel it so rude~so i cant contro my feeling already~thn i scold him.."滚"..and a rude word~ya..i know i'm so rude and uncontrollable~i become more bad temper and emotional  than before~i dunno why~ i dunno is i scare everybody near me or any else~i just know, i will scold if i dun like~ thn he cannot control already~he say he wan to giv up~he dunwan become my maid anymore~i had become princess~i wan whole world to humor me~i cant allow any one to get angry on me~i'm too dictatorial ~i hurt many ppl bcoz of my temper~sorry~i'm so sorry~i thought i can put off all the feeling...but , i juz know i cant ~i feel sad and nervous when u say u wan to give up~i'm so sorry ~but, it had become truth~this is my fault~my temper expelled all of my fren beside me~i need to change it~and i will change it~! I PROMISE~!